15th march 2010

I found an old picture of my dog sam.. I still miss him every day.. Home isn't the same place without him anymore and even though Yosh is still there I feel lonely here.
There's no human being who can give you such a great feeling as a dog can.. No human who can listen as good and no human who can make you as happy as an animal can..
I'd really do anything to be with him again.

14th march 2010

Today I went to the cinema to watch Alice in Wonderland. The movie was just great and even the 3D pleased me.
Though it couldn' really cheer me up 'cause now I think even more that reality an this life totally suck..

12th march 2010

If I could make one wish right now...

... I'd wish to fall asleep rigth now and never wake up anymore!

And don't tell me "that's life" because if this really is how life goes then I definitely don't wanna be a part of it!

7th march 2010

Today was a lazy sunday.. I LOVE lazy sunday, staying in bed all day long and doing NOTHING AT ALL haha

Ok now I'm watching pirates of the carribean 2, guess why ;P here come 2 REALLY good reasons =) :

6th march 2010

Today I didn't do very much but I went to see my cub scouts :) I didn't see them last week and I was so happy to see them back!

I don't have a picture from today but an exchange which I had with one of my cubs! He's not very good at school and I guess here's the reason why:

We asked the kids why they became scouts. That little boy said "'cause I want to learn something". On this I asked him if he wouldn't already learn something at school and his answer was the following: "No, we only write at school"

5th march 2010

Today was my first day of the weekend! woohoo :) well except that I didn't go to university in the afternoon there wasn't much diffrence to the rest of the week lol. Since I don't have to go to university in the morning I feel like weekend every day.. well, kind of.. ^^ maybe I'm sleeoung too much :)

So today was friday and what's up on friday? right.. Clausen :)
Ok tonight there was no picture taken so I put one online from two weeks ago.

4th march 2010

Today started pretty good. At 1 pm I met with Caroline, Anouk and Vanessa and we talked a little about London 'cause Caroline already spend her mobility semester up there. I got a lot of necessary information and I'm really looking forward to go there. =)
This is my current motivation to continue my studies..!
Then I had to wait 2 hours until my course started. While waiting I got a new accompanion... A cystitis :(( It really hurt and I had to go to the toilette every few minutes.. =(

I would have loved to go home but our docent really sucks on that part 'cause I'd have had to write an essay if I had missed the seminar.. Well I went to the toilet 7 times during the course and that's where I spend most of the time haha

I was really lucky when I could go home finally..


These are some kind of wonderpills.. :) 3 hours after I took a few of them I felt a lot better!

3d march 2010

Ok my boyfriend and two other guys from his band decided to create a knew band called "the fitness". It's pretty funny and today we recorded their first song.

2nd march 2010

Today we had a session with our tutor because of our so called "Projet de découverte".. and guess what?! I'm TOTALLY pissed off now. As expected we have to re-write the project and we're so demotivated. We already changed the entire project 2 times and it's still not good enough.. I really don't know how to write it differently anymore..
So whatever, one last try.. and if it still isn't good enough then I really don't know if I'll go on with the studies or not.. I'm losing my focus slowly and the thought of being a teacher in a few years is vanishing more and more.

I was really motivated and sure about my future plans, but I'm asking myself everyday again if it is really the right thing and if it's really worth all the energie I put into this work which obviously doesn't seem to bear any fruits..

GRML!

1st march 2010

Today I went to see my horse again after a week and in the evening I went to the cinema to watch the Wolfman. Was a typical werewolf movie so nothing uninspected in fact.
After it I went to a café 'cause a friend of mine was celebrating his birthday. He was dressed up like a king and played that role (like in the Werner movies :P)

Was fun, 'cause he was already totally drunk and useless lol.